Surprisingly dissappointed....

So i thought I may have been pregnant with # 4 and was thinking what are we going to do now. Still living in a basement and no way to move. just applied for a new job that I have not heard anything back. So I took a test and negative.

I almost cried. I don't know why it's really not the best time but I was surprised how much I was hopeful when all things point to this is crazy!!!! Anyway just needed to get this out of my head. I guess even with #4 you still get excited. :(

Update

I had my first interview since 2001 today. I am training to become a Pet Groomer. I would have never considered a job in this field but with a husband as a Nutro Pet Rep and working in all Petsmarts and Petco's in utah and S.Idaho he has talked me into learning a new trade. I am a little nervous.
I really struggle with the fact of having to go to work. I always wanted to grow up and be a mom. I said I would never work. I know this will only be temporary. for us to get out of debt and able to move into our own home. Once I get licensed and trained on grooming Chad wants to build a groom shop for me to work from home. I figure it is a new adventure and I may really enjoy it. We will see.
It is strange to think I am doing this. I really would have never seen this one coming.

The kids are growing up so fast and though it is really hard for me to be home and feel isolated at times I wouldn't have had it any other way. I love my family so much.

Here is to new experiences, new uncharted roads to take and to the future! ;)

Fun with slime....

Even with a bandaid on his nose he is cute!

If you can see in the first picture K is watching herself sing in the mirror. She is singing Popcorn Popping on the Apricot tree.

Coco

Pictures

Here are some cute pics of K she is growing so fast.

Cowboy Fun!!!

then the kids thought it was fun to wear the HAT!

they are really cute though I have to say!